Another night of no sleep, the pain is so bad in my back...when will it end?
My world has become one of guilt, pain and drugs, it has shrunken to a dark place, the physical pain
is tolerable, but the mental anguish I am feeling is all consuming, it has escalated to a point where I could end it all, I wish there was someone I could talk to and make things right, I thought everything would be fine, but this sick feeling on the pit of my stomach, reminds me of the truth. I just want to talk to someone, but I fear it would make matters worse. What was clear cut and easily explained in my mind has become a murky mess. I need to talk to someone.