Inspirational photographs by my friend Mohamad Machnouk

© 2013 MOHAMAD MACHNOUK

Work in Progress

"Dans la vie et mort"

Oil on Paper. 61 x 61cms.

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Inspirational photograph.

On the easel today, three small works.

"L'étude de la danse de fleurs"

 Oil on paper.

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Such a sad...sad day,
adieu mon ami.

Howard Twelftree 1944-2013

Another night of no sleep, the pain is so bad in my back...when will it end?

My world has become one of guilt, pain and drugs, it has shrunken to a dark place, the physical pain

is tolerable, but the mental anguish I am feeling is all consuming, it has escalated to a point where I could end it all, I wish there was someone I could talk to and make things right, I thought everything would be fine, but this sick feeling on the pit of my stomach, reminds me of the truth. I just want to talk to someone, but I fear it would make matters worse. What was clear cut and easily explained in my mind has become a murky mess. I need to talk to someone.